Before: October 2011
After: June 2012
This before and after is different.
I was strictly eating 1200-1300 calories a day. I was running at LEAST 6 miles a day, I was spinning, and boxing. I would randomly lift 10 lb dumbbells here and there.
I was slowly getting sucked back into my old disordered habits, but in my head I was ‘BEING HEALTHY.’
I was hurting myself without realizing it. I look sick and rundown in the ‘Before’ picture.
When I saw this picture, I thought it was when I was 18 years old and dealing with my eating disorders…but this was only 8 months ago. Scary..
I’m happier & healthier now. And to be superficial for once, I look SO much better :)
I hate asking for things, but guys i really need prayers! I am not doing good at all. For those of you that dont know whats going on with me I have this disease called mitochondrial disease and there is no cure for it. Its a super rare disease and doctors dont know much about it. yesterday I got out of the hospital because doctors told me that i need longer care than they can provide here. im just getting worse not better and docters arent so sure what to do anymore. next week i will be going to a long term hospital and i really need prayers that this place will help me because if this place cant help we arent sure what to do anymore. please reblog this and pray for me, im scared and want my old life back. like i said i hate asking for things but i just really need prayers.
Reblog if you’re praying for her!
Those who can smile even when faced with challenges like this truly inspire me. This is true strength. I will be praying for this lovely girl!