Fit and Happy

I am 20 years old, 5'7", and I live in Canada. This blog is following my journey to a fit and happy me. With proper eating and exercise, I am on my way to finding a healthier version of myself. I hope you can be encouraged!

I am all about doing this the healthy way. I do not support eating disorders, but if you are struggling with one you can definitely talk to me about it. I have also struggled with, and still take medication for clinical depression, so you can talk to me about that as well. I would love to help you with anything you are dealing with, so feel free to drop by my ask box!

Posted 1 year ago

Taken from healthystartsnow15

Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends?
The fat one. My best friend (who is also my cousin) and I used to look almost identical, but now I’m like twice her size.

Are you depressed?
I have depression, but I’m not depressed.

Ever tried to commit suicide?
I have never actually tried, although I was hospitalized for being suicidal.

Ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes. I used to.

Ever been to a psychologist?
Yes. Psychologist, psychiatrist, therapist, counselor, etc.

Lost weight?
Yes. Currently losing more :)

Gained weight?
Most definitely.

Have you ever woken up crying, and why?
Yeah, probably because I went to bed crying.

Do you drink?
Not really.

Do you smoke?
Nope.

Do you take drugs?
Only prescription.

Does your weight affect your mood?
Less and less.

Do you weigh yourself daily?
No way.

Have you ever gone through a whole day without food?
Yes.

Have you ever skipped a meal?
Yes.

Have you ever spit food out?
Yeah, but only because I didn’t like the way it tasted :P

HABITS:
[X] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[ ] I count calories
[X] I avoid food
[ ] I hate food
[X] I love food
[ ] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[ ] anorexic
[ ] ednos [binger, anorexic, then binge/exercise, anorexic, now trying to be healthy]
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[ ] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[X] have called me fat
[ ] have said I’m skinny
[not to my face] have said I’m ugly
[X] have said I’m pretty
[X] spread rumors about me
[ ] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[X] I was thin
[X] I had a better body
[ ] I didn’t have to eat
[X] I could control myself
[ ] I was under 100lbs
[ ] I could avoid food
[ ] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[ ] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[ ] feeling hungry
[ ] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[ ] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[ ] I think I’m ugly
[X] I have self made scars
[x] I have a tattoo
[ ] I wear glasses [sometimes]
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles
[DD/DDD] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D) [icky!]
[ ] I am pear shaped
[ ] I am petite
[ ] I have a small upper body